i hate this part

No, this is not gonna be an emo post. It's just the song that i'm listening to right now :)

The Pussycat Dolls used to be my favorite group, and that's saying something, because I never claim to have a favorite music artist. However, since they haven't come up with anything new lately, I'm back to not having a favorite group.

Interesting thing though: lately I've been having this Evanescence thing where that's all I want to listen to on the bus to work. Just the song "Bring Me to Life" though. I guess I'm one of those people who likes a song and then has to listen to it over and over again for about ten days. The last time I heard that song (before the recent obsession) was back in February when I was doing it on Rock Band at a birthday party. It's a good song though. It reminds me of the EMP (Experience Music Project) in Seattle. That's where I watched the music video to that song for the first time. I miss that building. A lot of awesome possum things happened there, fo sho.

If you couldn't guess, there's really no point to this post. I'm just bored and feel like I need to type. I was going to go to Disney's Hollywood Studios today and get a picture with Jedi Mickey, since this is the last Star Wars Weekend! But, alas, I woke up too late to go and get the bus back in time to ride the other bus to Magic Kingdom (I work at 5pm today).

Wow, this is a nice computer I'm typing on right now. It's one of my roommates' MacBook Pro. Gosh. Someday I will get a Mac. Goodness knows I need a laptop.

Doo doo doo doo...hmm what should I write about today? I suppose most people use blogs to vent, but I can't really vent or rant on anything if i wanted to, because even though I'm pretty sure no one I know reads my blog, you never know who might come across it...

So I've got 62 1/2 more days left of my Disney College Program! Just a week and a day and I'm halfway done! Crazy huh??? I STILL feel like I just got here, that this is some kind of summer camp and all my roomies are bunk mates and we're all expected to have Crushes of the Week. I know of one girl who chooses a pretend "boyfriend" every day she works and so every time she sees him she gets little butterflies in her stomach. Haha! I guess if that's what you got to do to stay excited and happy during your shift, it's what you gotta do!

I can't say I've had anything of a similar experience. Most, if not, all of my roommates have already had one or two crushes, and even relationships this summer from people they've met at work! I don't understand it. Maybe it's because I'm naturally just really picky, but I have never seen anyone who would even be slightly desirable. Just the fact that they work at Disney puts me off a little. And the guys who seem "normal" are also the guys who want me to get drunk and go party at bars with them every week, which is not exactly at all my type. It's nice of them to invite me, I suppose, but no thank you.

I think I'm gonna save my College Program thoughts for the post I'm gonna write on Half Way Done Day, which is June 20th.

Okay, though, can I just say I have in my apartment about 5 countdown calendars, most of them right by my bed. No joke. I think it's just because every day I get to cross off 5 days, so it makes it seem like more time has passed than what really has. Not that I want to be done with this program that badly, because I LOVE being here! It's gonna be bittersweet when I leave for sure. It'll be less sad knowing that I'm going to be going to the better Disney park in Anaheim right after I get home.

I just miss people though! These people are nice but I feel like I can't make life-long friends here since I'm never gonna see them again after August, so why should I bother opening up to them if by the time we are super close, it's time to leave? That whole aspect makes it really hard when I'm sad or confused, because there's no one I can vent to, which makes me overthink and over-analyze reeeaaallly stupid stuff and there's no one to tell me I'm being stupid. Goodness knows I can over-analyze things to a ridiculous degree. At least I have a phone and can call people. I'm definitely blessed with a sister and friends who are really blunt and will tell me when I'm being dumb.

...Let's see, what else is there to talk about before I gotta go? I can't end on that note, because that's not happy...Umm...

So, I love my job!!! Oh, and I found out yesterday from my roommate who works at Dinosaur in Animal Kingdom that JOEY FATONE from N*Sync was at Animal Kingdom yesterday!!! I LOVE that Disney World attracts all the celebrities!!! I reeeally hope he decides to go to The Crystal Palace while he's here!!!!! :D :D :D

Anyways, I'll end on that note I think. Until next time!!! :D